Feeling helpless``

It hurts to not be appreciated and trusted. It hurts more when you’ve tried all your life to get that person’s approval.

We look to that person so much that sometimes we don’t realise there is someone else looking at us. It’s like a cycle.

Words are sharper than anything else. It hurts even more when it comes from someone who we hope would approve of us.

You would feel useless and not needed. Your self esteem would hurt so much and it’ll get so overwhelming.

The first hundred rounds, your tears well up in your eyes. But you wipe them away, saying that it’ll be okay if you are patient enough.

Like a volcano, it’ll erupt one day, to one point you can’t take it anymore. What matters if you’re not trusted and appreciated?

May every one of us who’s facing this situation be granted strength to still go on, still love ourselves and not break our hearts permanently.

We’re not alone, He is there for us, always. May Allah always guide us through every pain and tears,ameen.